Really after a long time i gave a call to my wife out at Siliguri…we had few minute talk. I had a bad time today since i had to send some amount to Biyani and i failed to send …i did received my salary but used it on different cause. I need to search 2000 rupees till couple of days and clear off my dues. Out at my duty i do accept i had made a silly mistake for showing off the answer script to the students and now they are bullying me off. Brought a movie Narnia-Caspian Prince…wasn’t instresting as the previous part. I am having problem staying out at home under the shadow of step-mom…i do not like her presence.
i might be wrong….
I might be wrong in my way but i have that believe that one day….that big ONE DAY i shall be together with Suni. I find myself incomplete without her and i also know that she cannot accept me after knowing that i am already married. I came to know her importance only after loosing her. The personal life after my marriage is a big turmoil and i am to blame for myself…i could not help myself. I told Suz today that i have that believe that we shall be together. She just listen to my words but could not go through it. She does not want to come in between. Anyway i also know i want my wife for my daughter’s sake.
I want to survive
I am here to survive and make my mark….but in recent times i am having a problem of my own. Exactly not a problem but my better love life. I am a maried but i love a girl for the last one decade and i am not able to replace her. In my four year of my mariage life and after having a beautiful daughter i find myself very incomplete with out her.
