I want to help her…..

Yesterday after a week i had a talk with Suni for over 15 minutes at noon and i could read out her trouble. Even after completing out her Masters she had not got any job and is frustrating her. I find myself guilty that i could not help her out. As i was told by Suz, Suni wants to complete her Mphil from Pune University but financially they are not in a stable state. Suz told me it requires around 3 lakhs and i asked her i can manage 1 lakh from my side as i could apply for a personal loan on my behalf. I know Suni won’t accept my money so i had a talk with Suz if possible do take it from her side and give her.

Suni wanted me to look for an employment news on Allahabad bank but she did not fit on the criteria. I could feel her displeasure and above all her age is bringing forth few binges. Late night i had a talk with her but she ended up her call since her elder brother came to her room. She did mention of it on her msg send to me.

Today it was pleasant surprise Suni gave me a call and told me about yesterday sudden switching off of the cell. Nevertheless i felt happy she gave me a call. I have talk with Rocky about a teacher vacancy out at Machong and lets see hoe it develops.

Lips gave me call after couple of month. Seema wants me to be at Siliguri tomorrow but i want to there only on Sunday. Had a talk with Seema’s father too.

Published in: on June 6, 2008 at 5:08 pm Leave a Comment
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i might be wrong….

I might be wrong in my way but i have that believe that one day….that big ONE DAY i shall be together with Suni. I find myself incomplete without her and i also know that she cannot accept me after knowing that i am already married. I came to know her importance only after loosing her. The personal life after my marriage is a big turmoil and i am to blame for myself…i could not help myself. I told Suz today that i have that believe that we shall be together. She just listen to my words but could not go through it. She does not want to come in between. Anyway i also know i want my wife for my daughter’s sake.

Published in: on June 2, 2008 at 4:32 pm Leave a Comment
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