It had been sometime i had stopped myself from writing about her…. yet i will write. In recent times i have bounded myself from contacting Suni, such that i do not want to create scene in her life. I love her but i want her freedom, her identity too. She once told me our marriage is now not possible and could be that her past life is inviting her. Suni couple of week back told me the time is comming when she shall give me a surprise, her surprise i know it, she will be getting married and she wants to inform me half an hour ahead of it. i do not know how shall i react or i could only say i love you….take care!!
I received her message just now…….
For the last 15-20 days i had been sending Suni two sms per day..one in the noon and one at night. I was not able to get on did she really enjoyed my sms or she was just being dumb for it. Suni does not send me messages usually and i do not complain for it. What do i expect from her? She just send me a small note that she love to read my msg and her mobile inbox is fulled with my msg…I am happy. Suni…i am incomplete without you. I came to know about your absence only after i lost you. My marriage made many changes on you and did shattered your hopes and dreams. I know what i did was not to be forgiven but as you tell me i gave you pain..now i am feeling the pain. I have that believe and faith that we shall be together some day. I shall be there waiting you.
