It had been sometime i had stopped myself from writing about her…. yet i will write. In recent times i have bounded myself from contacting Suni, such that i do not want to create scene in her life. I love her but i want her freedom, her identity too. She once told me our marriage is now not possible and could be that her past life is inviting her. Suni couple of week back told me the time is comming when she shall give me a surprise, her surprise i know it, she will be getting married and she wants to inform me half an hour ahead of it. i do not know how shall i react or i could only say i love you….take care!!
I had a fun time….
It was one of the regular Sunday until my step-mom came from her month long break from her house along with her month old baby. I have nothing against the child but I do not like my step-mom. Instead I felt like not staying out at home and along with Seema’s daju and Prem left for a tour. We visited Ranka monastery. It was a fun ride, remembering the day when I had walked that path in one of my interview. I had to walk 26 km in four hours. We clicked few photographs. I liked the silence of the monastery; it gave me peace of mind. After that we left for Gangtok, by the time we reached Deorali Chorten it was raining, we did not had any other option then to return back home. Tonight Rajasthan is facing Chennai in IPL Cricket final. I am supporting Rajasthan…I don’t like MS Dhoni…he comes in advertisement much more than for his game. As a sportsman I always believe sports are never above MONEY!!
I want to survive
I am here to survive and make my mark….but in recent times i am having a problem of my own. Exactly not a problem but my better love life. I am a maried but i love a girl for the last one decade and i am not able to replace her. In my four year of my mariage life and after having a beautiful daughter i find myself very incomplete with out her.
